I'm here in my house surrounded by people who do not accept me or the other people who are like me

theyre talking as if I or the people who are like me shouldn't exist or don't actually exist

idk if I'm even making sense but I'm really hurt and they're only talking amongst themselves, I'm not even involved in the conversation, just here in corner of the room, listening and trying to just focus on the film playing. my dad said the exact sentence twice "Jesus was never judgmental" and with more emphasis the second time; but he also said "these things shouldn't be encouraged". I don't question who I am but I still don't understand what's wrong with who I am, it's not like I chose to be this way and it's not like I've done terrible things

I said I wouldn't let them get to me
But they do. It does.

I wonder how it'll be in the future when I tell them the truth once I need to