So many question and so lost

you could be aromantic, I went through a phase of being pansexual and bisexual because i just didn't feel anything! I love romance though, heartstopper and watching kissing scenes the whole deal but I don't feel it. I'm cupioromantic (it's a microlabel)
I might not be right but with little info it sounds like its right for you :D

depending on your age, girls act like you don't exist to your face but could have a crush on you and don't know how to act, if you aren't comfortable telling your family don't, they may understand but be sure that they are if you can, I'm in the same mood with not liking either sex right now but I love men more than women. don't worry it will come about sooner or later.

rick

You will find out in time who you really are