Hormone treatment

tomorrow morning I'm going to take one of the most life changing decisions in my life I only need to say a single Yes to start it all.

no one around me barely knows or seems to care. Not a single display of feeling or motivation from anyone. Like if it was an ordinary everyday and nothing new is happening. I feel completely alone on this and, despite being sure, I'm scared. I'm terrified.

it's truly terrifying for some reason but it's for the best. Many things are at risk if i don't. I have to.