Feel like I’ve been struggling lately with some of my feelings.

I started to develop a bit of a curiosity a while back with being with another guy. And after being on social media I was able to hook up with a couple guys here and there. Even just after my experience I noticed just how different men and women really are. I know for a fact that I find women to be more attractive but then on the other hand men are just so much more approachable and easier to talk to.

These days I feel like I’m on a roller coaster of thinking that I need to just focus on trying to find a girl to fall in love with and then going back to thought of liking guys for different reasons too. I really don’t know what I need to actually put my focus into and really concentrate on right now. Or if I should be trying to just live a little and go with the flow of what happens.