Dude the Sheriff's Department is not the US Military. So you can't blame the US Military. The military uses US Government resources for "to guard Our Country and Our Way Of Life." The Sheriff's Department maintains Law and Order at the local level.
If you joined one of the Uniformed Services* and went AWOL**, your branch of service might have commissioned local law enforcement to come looking for you.
The US Military might be coming after you if and only if you are a proven threat to "Our Country and Our Way Of Life."
Based upon that premise, and your posting, I believe you have every potential to be such a threat. And as a US Military Veteran, it is my duty to report you. We've already pinpointed your IP address. We Know Who You Are. We know where you are. We are coming to get you. Please cooperate. And your punishment will be less than you deserve.
Man - someone I know is also like you - please consider that you might be jumping to conclusions very rapidly - get therapy help - if anything to help you deal with these stressors
please go see a mental health professional as soon as possible. what you’re talking about is impossible and you need to see someone before you suffer longer