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There is a dent on top of my head, every time I feel it, it makes me sad.

It’s not a part of my natural skull shape. It came from the continuous punching my uncle would do to me. A grown man in his 40’s (at the time) did this to me when I was 8 years old. He would come up with any excuse to beat me. He would purposely go out of his way to upset me, so when I show emotion, he would attack me.

I also have a lump on my forehead from when my mom hit me in the head with a glass bottle. That’s been there since I was 10 and I hate feeling it whenever I do skincare.

I sometimes wonder I ended up with a brain injury.
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HumanEarth · F
I dent to, its called a bald spot
666Maggotz · F
@HumanEarth it’s not bald, I have hair there, idiot. Part of my skull is caved in- a dent.
HumanEarth · F

No kidding
666Maggotz · F
@HumanEarth what’s wrong with you?
HumanEarth · F
What's wrong with you. Taking shit so serious. What you have no sense of humor
HumanEarth · F
Yeah, I been beaten and abused as a kid to. I know what it like and I hide the pain with humor
666Maggotz · F
@HumanEarth why would I joke on a post talking about my trauma? Not everyone copes the same way you do. You’re not entitled to my laughter. Go F yourself, old man.
LordShadowfire · 46-50, M
@HumanEarth Dude, read the room. Not the time or place for joking.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@HumanEarth you may joke to cope with YOUR trauma. That doesn’t mean you can do that to her.
SW-User
@HumanEarth I'll be totally honest here, I find no humor in your responses. If anybody should know that dealing with abusive pain is catastrophic, it should be one that experienced it also. It makes me wonder if the cycle continued or if you broke it. I hope the latter. I fear the former. I too was beaten as a child. But I would never try to diminish another's trauma or pain.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@SW-User I am sorry that happened to you. I was beaten as a kid and sexually assaulted. I would never ever diminish anyone that has either.
SW-User
@iamonfire696 Thank you! I've found my way to live without pain or fear. But it took years. As the saying goes, gone but not forgotten. I hope you too can now live pain free.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@SW-User It’s been hard but I am getting through it. I am glad you have 🩷.
SW-User
@iamonfire696 I got a 20-25 year head start on you.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@SW-User I hope to get to the point where I don’t have triggers