do you think you were deprived of something in life?

In my younger years certainly.
Way too much responsibility for siblings that my parents really should have taken responsibility for.

Feel like I missed out on my teen years as a result.

Still. Who knows !
Maybe I’ll be one of those old folks who grows old disgracefully ! 🤪

good role models

Yeah, but it's my own damn fault.

Yes. I was born into a lot of dysfunction and turmoil. I have no doubt I would have had a much better life, especially in my youth, had I had the love and structure all children need and deserve.

A loving supportive mother instead of the insane witch I did get.

maybe. but at this point I think I only have myself to blame.

Discipline

That privilege I’m supposed to be dripping in..

No. Life is amazing.

Yeah. A life!

Many things

Not really.