I Am Not the Person I Used to Be

I used to be more outgoing and more talkative but now I barely can talk to people and think everyone is going to leave after they get to know me. I have barely any friends where I live. Ever since I moved here I've been lonely and different I need more friends.

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xRedx · M

I know what you mean, I've been through something similar.

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

I don't like how I've become I miss my old self. I miss California and my two best friends.

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

I guess I can make more friends some how

xRedx · M

I haven't talked to my two best friends as well. Eh, I'm indifferent.

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

I'm scared too be my true self around people cause i don't think people will like me so I hold myself back. I'm weird, crazy but I guess I can call myself unique

xRedx · M

I'm myself at all times. That's why I almost never make friends. I'm reserved and quiet.

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

I'm pretty shy and quiet but once I get too know people I don't know how to shut up. I was in choir and drama class in high school so I was always around people and talking. It takes me awhile to get comfortable around people

xRedx · M

Same, I'm quiet at first but after I get comfortable, I find it a bit hard to stay quiet lol.

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

Lol :) my friend even tried putting her hand over my mouth once to shut me up but I licked her hand it still didn't make her move her hand though so I pouted until she moved her hand

xRedx · M

Oh wow lol, that's pretty funny! I remember the countless nights my friends and I stayed up late playing video games. We'd make a lot of jokes and just couldn't stop laughing at some points

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

Omg I love video games lol

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

But me and my friends skype sometimes and we can't stop laughing

xRedx · M

Same, I love them. That sounds pretty fun!

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

I was gaming for 5 hours straight the other day I couldn't believe I was playing that long

xRedx · M

Jesus, I haven't been playing Moon. I got it some days ago but I've been busy.

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

I need to get a job so I can buy the ps4 all I have is an Xbox 360

xRedx · M

You should, it's pretty neat. I'm currently playing Dark Souls. I haven't been playing it though, been busy.

Kingofslytherin · 26-30, T

Yeah:)

xRedx · M

Mhm