Completely Different

[c=#7700B2]I've changed a lot over the years. Maybe I've got more mature, who knows? When I was 18, I was such a fun, bubbly and confident person. I'd have loads of friends and would be out every weekend with them. I had a group of friends at college and university and was just generally outgoing. Things changed a lot though and now? I'm quiet and I hate leaving my flat. Instead of being with people, I'm always wish my animals. I have about 2 friends now who I barely see and I'm definitely not confident anymore. I hate myself and I hate being in public. I wish I was back to being outgoing and bubbly and happy but it's so hard to put a smile on my face these days. I just like to isolate myself where I know I'm safe. My American bulldog is my favourite company.[/c]