I Am Not the Person I Used to Be

I m ill. I m petient of blood pressure my bp shoots to 70 40. I m nt tht strng . I m allways ill now. I use to fit and a happy person. But love have made me like this. I have anxiety ,bp,fever,internal bleeding,depression and weekness. I will die in young age I guess. And all these diseases or illness is coz of anxiety and depression I face every day. I was a fit guy but nw I m always ill :-(