I feel increasingly isolated and alone

Most days i barely remember and i feel like i barely exist. I have 2 close friends but they don’t live near me and one is getting married with a kid soon, so i feel like we’re probably going to drift apart eventually. Im super antisocial because i generally have a hard time trusting people and a hard time relating to basic things. Ive been slowly trying to better myself on my own but i dont really know if im doing it for me or to feel worthy of gaining a deep connection with someone. Not sure why im putting this here, but i guess i just needed to let it out somehow.

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SStarfish ·

I wouldn't worry about stuff that hasn't happened yet aka drifting away from your friends .. and why feel unworthy? It's good to not trust everyone but it's nice to be optimistic and give people a fair chance before writing them and yourself off and being unfriendly .. try treating strangers as friends and they may end up as one in the end 🙂