I feel increasingly isolated and alone

Most days i barely remember and i feel like i barely exist. I have 2 close friends but they don’t live near me and one is getting married with a kid soon, so i feel like we’re probably going to drift apart eventually. Im super antisocial because i generally have a hard time trusting people and a hard time relating to basic things. Ive been slowly trying to better myself on my own but i dont really know if im doing it for me or to feel worthy of gaining a deep connection with someone. Not sure why im putting this here, but i guess i just needed to let it out somehow.

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HealingInSilence · 22-25, M

I hear you. It’s tough feeling disconnected, but you do exist, and you matter—even if it doesn’t always feel that way. If you’re working on yourself, I hope it’s for you first because you deserve that. Good friends stick around, even through life changes. If you ever need to talk, I’m here.