I wish i was never born

Its almost as if my existence is punishment from something that happened in my past life. I wouldnt even be able to talk to a therapist about some of the issues. The doctors recommended my parents abort me. Wish they did. Everything that could go wrong with someone went wrong with me. And yeh id push myself to improve if it were even remotely possible, but all the things are beyond my control.

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MoonlightLullaby

I'm sorry you feel this way. I'm a genetic mess myself, but of course, maybe not in the same way(s) as you. I have some other adversities, that along with the former, have made me feel the same as yourself. Hopefully peace finds your heart one day, that you can find acceptance in spite of them no matter the trials and pain. The path to get there wasn't an easy choice for me by any means though. Stay strong.💖