Feel like I’m having an identity crisis

One day, like today I’m in some hippie earth mama mode, I want to only eat natural, papaya and yogurt for breakfast (I am generally healthy) live natural, get into healing paths, paint wildly, listen to world music you get the idea. I start loving instagrammers like that. I am a 1/4 tribal African so itS normal I’d go all wild, mystical and natural at times. Though this never happens to my sister.

Then next day I’m in a sort of princess mode, super uppity and civilised, I want to be all girly, ribbons in the hair, cardigans, velvet dresses, posh things, baking and love babies, mormon wife, floral dresses and become very godly too. I blame this on my upper class English ancestors.

I have about four other modes in addition to these two, and I just feel so very confused about who I am, Who I’m supposed to be, this has been going on for years. In this a mixed race thing, or something else? I buy clothes for one mode, then next minute I’ve got to change all my clothes because I’m in another mode.