And of course, I inevitably feel bad about not being at home right now ππ
But I have to be happy when Iβm going home, especially after the crummy day I had, and I just wonβt be. Why would I want to go back to that environment when I got someplace where I will be happy and cared for? Iβll go back eventually, but I need to be away right now. Even if I feel bad when I shouldnβt. π