life was not well and it's still not well but suddenly it just went downhill, just three days before the start of this year I guess I fell sick and th

then again we both fell sick , how oast year ended and this year started I just didn't realise, we never really celebeated new years or similar holidays but this time I thought I'll atleast start ths eng year with some happiness, anyways did I? It never goes how I wish bt I understand alws