What would you have done.
I refuse to see certain members of my family and my brother came in and told me that they were going to thanksgiving and those people wouldn't be there. It was only 8:00 o'clock in the morning when he told me this which means they're are probably having two thanksgiving or those other members of the family will show up later. I declined going because i really don't want to see anyone and the last five years of my life have been hell because of certain people and my inability to forgive the way they treated me. The last two years i've had to deal with people pulling pranks on me or talking behind my back not directly at me, but saying things that only i would understand what they are talking about. i've had to deal with gaslighting to the point i don't trust anyone and refuse to talk to anyone or even try to make a connection with anyone. I still feel a lot of resentment towards certain people and I honestly don't know how they could fck me over and then expect me to be okay with it.
I lost everything that had any meaning to me and these people have been able to live their life like they did nothing wrong. I was held against my will in a hospital for a week because they thought they could follow me around and then when i tried to get help the authorities said i was lying and i had no proof, but all they had to do was ask these people which i gave them their names and some of their phone numbers to. But nothing has been done and i've had to deal with everything these last years not even wanting to do anything or go anywhere. And my family makes it seem like it's my fault for not like being stalked or having stupid pranks pulled on me. I honestly don't know what to do and this has been going on for so long. I don't have a family or anyone and i don't want to forgive. I don't ever want to see certain people and i can't understand the hell that i've been put through and having people call me mental or lying about things that i'm 100% not lying about. i don't know i just want to be alone and go somewhere no one knows me.
I lost everything that had any meaning to me and these people have been able to live their life like they did nothing wrong. I was held against my will in a hospital for a week because they thought they could follow me around and then when i tried to get help the authorities said i was lying and i had no proof, but all they had to do was ask these people which i gave them their names and some of their phone numbers to. But nothing has been done and i've had to deal with everything these last years not even wanting to do anything or go anywhere. And my family makes it seem like it's my fault for not like being stalked or having stupid pranks pulled on me. I honestly don't know what to do and this has been going on for so long. I don't have a family or anyone and i don't want to forgive. I don't ever want to see certain people and i can't understand the hell that i've been put through and having people call me mental or lying about things that i'm 100% not lying about. i don't know i just want to be alone and go somewhere no one knows me.
