I'm in a panic!
I literally can't think! My head feels stuck, it's FELT STUCK for weeks. I don't blame my recent brain surgery either. I'm at loss as to what to get my amazing girlfriend for Christmas, who has done SO MUCH for me in the last month plus while I've been recovering. I have a matter of days before Christmas and while I did by a few small things, I know better than to think it's enough.
I also know for as exhausted as she is between her own shit and taking care of me (for one thing I'm not medically cleared to drive still) that she's probably still managed to go all out for me. I feel like a stupid piece of autistic shit and I don't know what to get her.
I've so far gotten her a 90 minute reiki massage, two sets of crystals (yeah she's into that stuff), and that supplier gave me a surprise bonus item, and I also got her something...for more intimate times....
But I feel like I need at least one or two more things and I don't know to do at this point and it's killing me. I already felt so pathetic because I'm prohibited for doing a lot as per my recovery protocol. This just makes it worse.
I also know for as exhausted as she is between her own shit and taking care of me (for one thing I'm not medically cleared to drive still) that she's probably still managed to go all out for me. I feel like a stupid piece of autistic shit and I don't know what to get her.
I've so far gotten her a 90 minute reiki massage, two sets of crystals (yeah she's into that stuff), and that supplier gave me a surprise bonus item, and I also got her something...for more intimate times....
But I feel like I need at least one or two more things and I don't know to do at this point and it's killing me. I already felt so pathetic because I'm prohibited for doing a lot as per my recovery protocol. This just makes it worse.
