Weird time of the year

It’s Christmas time and everything feels bright woth lights, decorations, and the stores are full of useless stuff . I want to feel happy and excited like everyone else, but feel really unsure. A lot happens in my life, and it’s honestly scary.
I’m trying to stay hopeful, but some days that’s hard. I don’t know what’s next, and that makes me nervous. Still, I’m doing my best to believe things will be okay, even if I don’t feel ready yet.