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This would be mine, as close as I can find..
When I was a child I lived on a farm outside of town in a big drafty house with seven gables.
I shared a bedroom with two brothers upstairs wich was unheated with only holes in the floors covered by metal grates to let heat from downstairs drift through.
My neighbors. The owners of the farm from whom we rented the house. lived a few hundred yards up the hill from us..
in the front yard they had a small fir tree of perfect shape and each year they would hang lights on it.
My bed in our room sat beneath a window that looked out at the house on the hill and the little tree.
At Christmas time i would kneel on my pillow against the headboard and gaze out the window at the little tree. It always made me happy to see it lit up, especially when it was snowing..
I'd kneel there looking at it and imagine the children in his house playing in their warm rooms with the lights on and toys strewn about..
I was happy for them.. not jealous.. in the dark in my cold room I was happy that Christmas was good for them.. because it should be..
Even if i couldn't have what they had i was still glad that my friends were happy..
Because they must be, i thought.. they had lights and heat and toys and the little tree in the yard..
Those were good days 😌