I just want to say

I hate the holidays so much especially xmas. We haven’t done presents since I was about 13. The last xmas tree we got we stole which caused the asshole to drunkenly scream at us and after I turned 18 we didn’t bother anymore. In my apartment I never even put decorations up even when skitsoid still lived here. My last xmas with relatives was when I was living with my pos aunt and uncle and I had a fever so bad I passed out the next day. The truth is I don’t have family and all my friends have long since abandoned me. I guess I’ll get some toys for my cats.

Sorry to bring everyone down but I really needed to vent.