Sometimes the mood swings make me dizzy 😵‍💫

For days I’ve been a wet dishrag. I’ve felt too stupid, too hideous, too useless, and too tired to focus on anything. And it was all there right until I figured out I kinda like the new project they put me on at work…after I spent 15 minutes trying to find a database I didn’t actually need because they didn’t label it in the instructions. Actually I think that helped. I felt monumentally stupid and then discovered I couldn’t find it because I wasn’t supposed to. After that, everything was easy to understand, and now I feel like a real girl again. I don’t know. I don’t know how all this works and I don’t think it’s worth beating my head on a wall trying to figure myself out. I’ll just hope I stay here for a while. I missed feeling interested in life. 🤞