I know I should do it myself

But it is so much easier having him here to help me talk to the doctors, explain my needs and to fight any battles that might come up. He is my rock and I don't know what I would do with out him.

My infection isn't getting better. They talked about admitting me but Joel talked them out of it. Explaining to them how much of a struggle hospitals are for me so they are giving me a IV with antibiotics and sending me home when it's done with some different antibiotics. I'm to follow up with my doctor on Friday.

I am so glad I'm going home. I just don't think I could of handled being in the hospital a few days right now.