have you ever tried to kill yourself? what method did you use?

I have not tried. But as med student...on my internship. I see many many patients on the E.D that had tried, mostly with pills.

Please don't do it. If you do, you're going to get an NG tube.

From your nose to your stomach and it'll make you gagg and feel like you're drowning.

Then you're going to get a stomach wash and activated charcoal. Do not think about being rude or uncooperative, because you will be put in restraints and a psychiatrist appointment.