Idc if I'm not worth it to others. If they don't have the patience. If they can't see beyond appearances and imperfections.

Fuck it if I'm nobody's stupid type.

I'm good no matter what.

This is a nice, mellow feeling on the matter that I've never experienced. I think I wanted people in my life so bad, like I used to have, but after all the pain, lies, abandonment and disappointment, I don't want or need people. I used to find it sad, and I suppose it still is, but I don't feel anything. I like me, I take care of me, and I haven't needed anything from anyone I couldn't figure out by myself.

I did a lot of stressing over people who treated me like an option, like I wasn't that important. I'm important in my life though, as a mom and to myself. That's enough. Maybe I needed to realize, I am enough, I have enough and I definitely don't need anyone taking that away.