I Don't Want to Grow Old [Growing Old]

I've come to dread birthdays now. I'm getting older and it's really freaking me out. Just feels like yesterday I was 18. Where did the time go? I'm afraid time will run out before I figure out how to really live instead of just exist. It's not a good feeling.

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sighmeupforthat · 46-50, M

i'm going to be 40 in a few short days.. eh, it's an number the government uses against you going "you're too young to retire".

the problems i have aren't age related, sorted or inspired.

they hang with me always, i think i'll even get a beer and they can grill up some steaks for me....

i don't feel a thing............................ time never runs, it sticks around making us feel like we should be remembering to do something but what?