I Don't Want to Grow Old [Growing Old]

I've come to dread birthdays now. I'm getting older and it's really freaking me out. Just feels like yesterday I was 18. Where did the time go? I'm afraid time will run out before I figure out how to really live instead of just exist. It's not a good feeling.

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gmatthewb · 51-55, M

I read some where that instead of thinking of your age in years, think of it as levels in a game. So instead of being 30 years old, you can say you reached level 30 in the real game of life and you have the experience to show for it.