New update for my future self to look back at
I've been doing daily exercise all week, and I still feel excited about it. That's a first for me. The whole house is cleaned too for the first time in 6 years. Partly bc I don't have gmaw duty draining me anymore, partly because I don't like sitting still too long anymore. I'd rather do something productive.
Not bad for someone who used to sit on the couch and snack all day long.
My energy level is significantly improved and I feel genuinely happy for the first time in ages.
The alcohol cravings still happen now and then, but the Antibus pill (took my first one yesterday) is a good reminder that I should stay away. Been sober a week and a half now.
I feel a lot stronger mentally and physically already, and even lost 2 kg this week (approx 4 lbs I think) in spite of getting my period today.
There's still plenty of road to wander before I reach my goal, but I'm finally on my way.
To anyone who bothers reading this: Pantera (my cat, not the band) says prrrr 💜
Not bad for someone who used to sit on the couch and snack all day long.
My energy level is significantly improved and I feel genuinely happy for the first time in ages.
The alcohol cravings still happen now and then, but the Antibus pill (took my first one yesterday) is a good reminder that I should stay away. Been sober a week and a half now.
I feel a lot stronger mentally and physically already, and even lost 2 kg this week (approx 4 lbs I think) in spite of getting my period today.
There's still plenty of road to wander before I reach my goal, but I'm finally on my way.
To anyone who bothers reading this: Pantera (my cat, not the band) says prrrr 💜
36-40, T
