I’ve been battling high blood pressure for months, probably years actually.
In August a spike in it sent me here…
I was so scared I was too close to stroke range, but thankfully I wasn’t. It turned out to be a panic attack that cost me $15,000.
But through that scare came the wake-up call that I needed to stop ignoring issues and face them, no matter how scary they might be. The cancer journey alone proved that not every diagnosis I have will have a catastrophic end. It was just hard to accept. It’s still hard given the remaining echos of the trauma experienced.
Today I went to my doctor to do the bloodwork she had previously put a hold on. And when her nurse took my blood pressure, it was 124/79…the first time I’ve ever been in the green since my health crisis began. I was speechless. And when the doctor came in and saw my numbers she was ecstatic that she didn’t have to put me on any BP medication. She really didn’t want to given everything I’ve dealt with this year and the anxiety I still sometimes continue to wrestle with.
We high-fived. We laughed a lot over stupid stuff and there was no apologies given for how loud we were celebrating the good news we apparently both needed.
…I love her. I wish I would have found her sooner, but I’m just blessed to have a doctor like her in my life at all.
I was so scared I was too close to stroke range, but thankfully I wasn’t. It turned out to be a panic attack that cost me $15,000.
But through that scare came the wake-up call that I needed to stop ignoring issues and face them, no matter how scary they might be. The cancer journey alone proved that not every diagnosis I have will have a catastrophic end. It was just hard to accept. It’s still hard given the remaining echos of the trauma experienced.
Today I went to my doctor to do the bloodwork she had previously put a hold on. And when her nurse took my blood pressure, it was 124/79…the first time I’ve ever been in the green since my health crisis began. I was speechless. And when the doctor came in and saw my numbers she was ecstatic that she didn’t have to put me on any BP medication. She really didn’t want to given everything I’ve dealt with this year and the anxiety I still sometimes continue to wrestle with.
We high-fived. We laughed a lot over stupid stuff and there was no apologies given for how loud we were celebrating the good news we apparently both needed.
…I love her. I wish I would have found her sooner, but I’m just blessed to have a doctor like her in my life at all.























