I have a pap coming up and I every time I get close to it i remember how my first one went

It was quite traumatic lol (not funny just breaking tension) but I was underage and held down (14 almost 15 when I was pregnant with my first) I kept screaming for them to stop because they were hurting me but they laughed at me and said I wouldn’t be able to handle birth if that’s how I acted with a pap… I refused to go get another for the longest time 😅 (it was a teaching doctors office and I refuse to ever go to a teaching one again)

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Bexsy

First can be traumatic. I had my first a
Much younger. Because i started menstruation while still in single digit age. Back then, wasnt so common i guess

MommaBear · 26-30, F

@Bexsy I got my first period when I was 8 I think but then it didn’t come again until I was 10 or 11.. I was told once I got older it was likely from the abuse I experienced instead of an actual period