Why don't I die, what's the secret about it?

I'm not asking this out of rebellion, but out of curiosity. (ALSO I'M NOT SUICIDAL ANYMORE)
I had meningitis when I was little, the doctor told my parents I would most likely die. About 4 years ago I fell from the 6th floor and was pretty bad. I was electrocuted several times. I tried to commit suicide many times, took too many drugs but failed. A year and a half ago I was hit by a car, it was pretty fast. Two months after that, I survived the corona severely and they intubated me. And I'm not very healthy, I have an aneurysm in my brain, my blood pressure is high..
Sorry if I said something wrong, English ia not my native language