Why don't I die, what's the secret about it?

I'm not asking this out of rebellion, but out of curiosity. (ALSO I'M NOT SUICIDAL ANYMORE)
I had meningitis when I was little, the doctor told my parents I would most likely die. About 4 years ago I fell from the 6th floor and was pretty bad. I was electrocuted several times. I tried to commit suicide many times, took too many drugs but failed. A year and a half ago I was hit by a car, it was pretty fast. Two months after that, I survived the corona severely and they intubated me. And I'm not very healthy, I have an aneurysm in my brain, my blood pressure is high..
Sorry if I said something wrong, English ia not my native language

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PhoenixPhail · M

I think your still being alive is confirmation your Inner Being - that individuation of God-Source inside of you - is more powerful than the vibrations your putting out, and whatever it is in your identity, that leads you to want to not be here.

I truly believe if a higher power didn't love you, it wouldn't have you being here.

So, maybe the reason you didn't die, is, [u]you are loved.[/u] 💖

Neptun · 18-21, F

@PhoenixPhail what a beautiful answer 🥺

PhoenixPhail · M

@Neptun Thank you. AND, that you think my answer is beautiful, or, you think ANYTHING is beautiful, is [b]proof[/b] you have God's love in your heart.
You do have a connection with the divine. That's clear evidence He wants you to be here. He's watching out for you. That's why you didn't die in any of those episodes you listed.

I'm glad you're here. ♥ So is God.