Wish Me Luck!

It sounds crazy, but I feel apprehensive going into the store for only the second time in almost 3-years. It’s not the Covid that’s bothering me, it’s just being around a lot of people again.

Just goes to show how 3-years of isolation can make you feel nervous going back into the wider world. I’ve become accustomed to my now self imposed prison. I feel like I don’t belong, like I’m some weird outsider.

Here goes ...

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nonsensiclesnail · F

You’ll do great! You will feel so good for having given it a go.

Carissimi · F

I do. The thought of going into the store was worse than actually doing it. Now, I want to do it again. @nonsensiclesnail

nonsensiclesnail · F

@Carissimi I hope you do it again, just because you know you can now. Not because you need anything from there.
I go through bouts of this, being to scared to go places. I have to force myself to go do the things I need to do Esau’s and I almost always feel good that I did it. Feed that feels good part, your mind needs it.

Carissimi · F

Once we get stuck in isolation, it can be really hard to get out of it again. It becomes our norm, but it’s not healthy. @nonsensiclesnail