Have you ever experienced chronic pain and sickness?

@RebelFox I feel for you because it's exhausting. But moving is better than stopping and accepting the pain on the pains terms

@Applepiedom I have to fix up my mom’s house to sell and then I’m getting out of here. My son doesn’t want to do vanlife again and I’m cool with that, but here we are trapped. I need a new location. New life.

@RebelFox When you traveled
What was Best? What memories were th best?
Wher did you say "I want to com back to this!"

Possibly it was many places, what attributes did they hav in common? That's wher you start looking.

@Notanymore Same!!!! I was in the best shape of my life and all of the sudden I have fibromyalgia and that explains everything? I did physical therapy too. The aqua therapy felt great, but never really helped. And insurance only covers it if you “get better” 😆 It’s all laughable really. I think it’s mental distress from living in a shithole society.

@RebelFox i just call it kharmic penance for years of being so fortunate and ungrateful. That's just my experience though and gow I keep from being bitter about it.

@stratosranger Yes I was diagnosed with ptsd a long time ago. I went through a lot of sexual abuse as a child that my family ignored. I am for sure damaged goods. And now everyone keeps dying and I can’t do anything to stop it. I just keep getting more alone and it keeps getting worse and I don’t know how to keep this up. I want to run around and play with my son again 😭

@RebelFox I’m so sorry. Sometimes in life we are left with hard choices. You need to care for yourself but yet your loved ones and son need you as well. The hard but correct choice is to care for yourself first. Only because you can’t care for anyone else if you’re broken.

@RebelFox There's a girl my son is friends with who had all sort of problems, mental as well as physical. She once spent some time in a mental ward after a minor fender bender. She left here and moved out west for a year or so and not only did her mental health improve, but her physical health did as well. She's back here now but from what I understand avoiding certain family members,
So yeah, something there could be triggering you and a change of scenery could help with your health issues.

Taking a break from the headaches that is Similar Worlds. @gamingnerd