I Am a Teenager

I've met him 9 months ago on ep. We shared our stories here. One day I made the biggest mistake of my life by giving up on him. Now he's met his best friend for real, and that guy, although he knew F. and I were talking again and falling in love again, he went for it and made my love do things that can't be turned back. And they're gonna see each other again and fall in love. And my future will be destroyed. So I lost him. Everything is lost. I can't stop crying. I feel this huge hole in my chest. I can't breath, I can only feel this intense pain that grows worse every day. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I'm so tired of fighting. I'm giving up.