I Am a Teenager

I've met him 9 months ago on ep. We shared our stories here. One day I made the biggest mistake of my life by giving up on him. Now he's met his best friend for real, and that guy, although he knew F. and I were talking again and falling in love again, he went for it and made my love do things that can't be turned back. And they're gonna see each other again and fall in love. And my future will be destroyed. So I lost him. Everything is lost. I can't stop crying. I feel this huge hole in my chest. I can't breath, I can only feel this intense pain that grows worse every day. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I'm so tired of fighting. I'm giving up.

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OrdinaryWhiteGuy

Come on you WILL get over it. Sure it hurts. Sure it feels hopeless to keep going. But at the end of the day he's only one of the many great people there is. And sooner or later you'll find someone like that.

And sorry about being so blunt but what did you expect.... I mean the success rate of a teen relationship - especially one started online - is practically ZERO. A different and happy outcome would be a statistical miracle.

If you'd wait a few years before trying again you'd save yourself from considerable emotional misery.

Ryanvz · 22-25, M

thx for ur view on things. I rly appreciate it. But... he's my soulmate. I've met hundreds of ppl, but no one like him. It's like we are both the halves of one whole heart. He's... I can't explain it. We keep coming back to each other coz... we just can't live without one another. Last Sunday, I did a really stupid thing which ended with me being on the hospital. And still... he's there for me. Day and night.

OrdinaryWhiteGuy

You both are still so young that your lives can change. Even your characters and places of residence can and most likely will change because of going to study and finding jobs and all that. So you two might not be able to stay together even if you tried. (I'm assuming that you two have actually met since you told me that he was there when you ended up in that hospital.)

Perhaps it's an option to just stay friends with him. Sometimes that's even easier since relationships can be more messy than just friendships.

I really don't have a solution to that problem but I still know that you will get over it and it is not the end of the world even if you two won't end up in romantic relationship.

GummiBr

OMFG I know the feeling when you know you found your soulmate but then circumstances keep getting in the way :(