Logged back into my insta account

@JestAJester maybe, i see ppl that i didnt know were together happy and graduating from uni while i dropped out of poly lol

@squishylemon you know i find myself from time to time being jealous of people i went to school with. Some have amazing jobs, houses, some got married to beautiful women, etc. But i remind myself my situation is not theirs. They may have had some advantages to help them get where they are. They may have also stronger wills than I and they worked hard for what they have. So i tell myself if i want anything good in my life i need to work my ass off for it. And thats exactly what im doing. A bit late but better than never

@JestAJester i like ur positive spirit

@squishylemon wasnt always postive. Had to change my frame of mind. Took many years

@JestAJester that's exactly what I was gonna say anybody can make their life look perfect online but it's never what it seems they might have all these nicer things but be in debt they might be on a beautiful vacation but don't even talk to each other the whole time they might have a better job but be miserable... You never know what it looks like behind the scene

@Beautyinbroken i knew gal once. She was always posting about being strong and independent yadda yadda yadda.. but in reality she hated herself. I know because we use to talk. She had very low self esteem, slept around, family were all on drugs, the whole nine yards. Shes a trainwreck. I dunno if she ever found herself so to speak

@JestAJester I have certain family members that act like they have the perfect lil family online but behind the scenes it's a totally different story