I need the real peeps I have on SW 🖤

I know I’m pathetic, but having the ability to let out what’s in my heart and get a response means a lot to me. I try holding it in, crying on my own and waiting for people to get back to me, but the heartache is powerful and in real life nobody can or will be available for me. Which likely sounds selfish, but when you only have a few people to talk to and nobody has time or energy for someone outside of themselves and their own world, it’s very reassuring that you’re worthless. Not the greatest feeling when you want to die you feel SO alone. I got nobody else, except whoever is logged on. That’s as good as it gets for me and I’m thankful to the people here who are supportive and kind.