I always felt useless

I’m 26, I’ve always had a weak immune system and lots of stomach issues and I fainted a lot as a child and teen, I even coughed up a lot of blood before, my dad told me “that it look like something out of a horror movie” I tried getting my ged before I got very ill after a bad experience so doctors thought it was just in my head. My point is that I have never had a job before and everyone looks at me like I’m lazy and I should’ve contributed to society a long time ago, well that’s what my mother in law told me... i have ptsd, lots of anxiety and depression plus adhd so it’s even hard to focus on anything and sometimes I can’t even clean my room and I sleep a lot some days... I want to vent more but I’m afraid of being yelled at or make someone mad on here...

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TexChik · F

You need better doctors . I hope the “ brit” in your profile name doesn’t mean Britain . Their “ free” medicine is notorious for never getting to the bottom of any complex medical condition

Itsjustbrit · 26-30, F

Brit is my name, it’s short for Brittney but I like Brit with one T better. I like it shorter maybe I actually am lazy haha 🤣@TexChik

TexChik · F

@Itsjustbrit it’s a cute name .

Liliana · 26-30, F

aww im sry

Itsjustbrit · 26-30, F

Oh it’s okay, it’s not always this bad @Liliana

Adstar · 56-60, M

Sounds like you grew up near a toxic chemical or nuclear dump.. Sometimes when people are sick all the time it stems from early life development in a toxic environment..

Itsjustbrit · 26-30, F

I can’t disagree to that sadly @Adstar

sassypants · 36-40, F

I'm so sorry you are dealing with all of that. If you feel the need to vent you can pm me. I promise not to yell.

Itsjustbrit · 26-30, F

I would love to talk to you sometime! I’m goimg to sleep soon but I will definitely message you soon @sassypants

sassypants · 36-40, F

@Itsjustbrit Anytime will be fine. Get some rest! 🤗

Strongtea · 22-25, M

Just vent, it’s good to vent, if people shout so what! I did date a girl who had similar issues and it was really hard to understand. She’s gone on to do really well and be successful and I kinda regret splitting up with her.

REMsleep · 41-45, F

You need to fight to find out why you have all of these symptoms.
Strength is sometimes physical but the most important kind of strength is mental and come from within.
And no matter who you are at some point you have to just do your best and stop caring what others think about you.

Itsjustbrit · 26-30, F

Thank you so much and I will try my best ☺️@REMsleep

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