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Quest. Thanks for your honesty. Yes I think your right. I need to come to terms with it and move on. I'm still going through that process and to me in my state there's still hope... it has been the hardest 2 weeks of my life so I know that I still love her. Hopefully she can be happy and that we can still be friends. We have a lot of happy memories. Thousands of photos, 3 beautiful children and many years working together in our business. It's hard to see that disappear into the mists of time. I'm actually a very loving and caring guy and I've known that I have this ability to snap and hurt her. I've been taking medication which is fine but has side effects I don't like.....very personal ones. I should have gone to counselling years ago and things might have been different but they're not. Sarah is also a passionate and fiery individual with a jealous streak and the desire to control. It's not all me and it's not an excuse for what I've done. I am taking responsibility for it and trying to be a better man for me and for all the people I love. I'm a law abiding, hard working, caring, friendly and living man who has some flaws....time will tell how the future pans out.