I am a New Member at Similar Worlds

Today I started off very sad and now I feel angry. How did I not know she was seeing someone? There plenty of people who knew. She told me only he best friend did but there was at least 4 and probably the whole town... What a mug I must look to them all. "Look, there's that sad sap Jason whose wife is fucking some other bloke....hahaha". She never wanted to go to counciling. She's loved up with nipple ring at the moment who is apparently the most amazing man in the world. He's honest, he's understanding...what he's doing with her I don't know...if he wants peace and harmony he's met the wrong lady. Tomorrow morning we see the mortgage lender so I can buy this house and get out of this toxic nightmare. Watch for upcoming blogs about me sobbing myself to sleep in my lonely bed😰😰😰