This is bad for me.
What's worse than the smoking and drinking by far is that I retreat to places like this to avoid reality. (Not blaming the website) it's completely my choice.
Part of becoming an adult is responsibility.. In fact that is exactly what separates a kid from an adult responsibility.
It's a shitty existence spending 23 hours a day on average in the house on the Internet and barely sleeping.. Shameful is what it is especially at the age of 20.
I should be doing something.. Moving toward my ambitions, working, making friends, getting laid. This shits pathetic. I got myself in such a rut that even basic every tasks make me anxious and I just come here as a comfort blanket.
These moments of realisation are useless.
Part of becoming an adult is responsibility.. In fact that is exactly what separates a kid from an adult responsibility.
It's a shitty existence spending 23 hours a day on average in the house on the Internet and barely sleeping.. Shameful is what it is especially at the age of 20.
I should be doing something.. Moving toward my ambitions, working, making friends, getting laid. This shits pathetic. I got myself in such a rut that even basic every tasks make me anxious and I just come here as a comfort blanket.
These moments of realisation are useless.
26-30, M
