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Did I change or did people's view of me changed

I remember a time where people used to like me on here, they used to care, they used to wanna gwt to know me, the person that i am.... I was never the popular kid around, i was never in a click, but many used to pm me, comment on my posts, i had many people i called friends...

Now, its like im a ghost, and this ever since 2019, when I made my suicide attempt on mothers day and my depression got at it's worst. When I was at my worst and all i wanted to do was die...yet I see many people here post all the time about their pain, struggle and desire to end it all like mostly every day, yet I always see their friends be there for them still regardless how many time they post about their struggle for years on end

Ok I get that people dont like to be around negativity, but when we are dark, its hard to be positive.. my wonder is why me, why do people always leave, why do people stop caring, why do people stop wanting to learn about me... it must be me.. i think its me, it has to be me... i feel like a ghost, like people dont care anymore...unless i show a pic showing skin....then i get a little noticed before going back into ghost zone

I appologise for having a mental issue, im sorry I was trying to survive, I am sorry i annoyed you, Im sorry I made you block me, Im sorry I made you lose your caring ways towards me, im sorry i made you walk away..im sorry I am me... but Im even more sorry that you don't get to see that I am doing much better and that there is much brighter days in my life than dark ones..

I guess im just not the cool kids ppl here wanna hang out with....cause I aint cool no more🤷‍♀️🥺

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RubySoo · 56-60, F

Hunni, please believe me when i tell you, its NOT that you have become unpopular or less liked, its that this place is not the same as it was back then. I joined in 2017. There are a handful of people here now who were around then, but most or long gone, or at least inactive.
I could say the same, i used to get lots of replies, people happy to talk, offer advice, share stories....but it doesn't happen now like it did for any of us.
Ive never been part of the in crowd or cool kids either. Ive been involved in dramas, made fun if, picked on and been duped by people i believed were friends. Ive also been help and supported by great people, had lots of laughs.
But people dont use the site like they did. Its much more just a social site now than a place for support. Those of us that do post of our trials or situations are often overlooked, coz most peeps here just want a laugh. That makes me a bit sad at times that people dont have the interest in oneanother like they once did.
Ive changed how i use this site now. I do vent and moan from time to time, but in general, i dont put the time in to share these days. I have a small handful of friends i pm, but i dont attempt to look for new connections or offer support after previous experiences.
Ive taken more than a step back.
Maybe you have changed a little from your experiences here.......but its the site thats totally different to the one we joined.
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