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Honestly? Why do i even try at this point?

I'm a middle aged drug addict working multiple dead end low wage jobs to support myself somehow. I smoke cigarettes, i drink, i don't eat very well or sleep well these days and i sure as hell dont feel well.

Why keep going? I don't get why i do

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AlyAngel · F

You can beat your drug habbit. All it takes is the determination to beat is more than the want to get high. It took me 3 years to get clean i had one relapse in 5 years. Believe in yourself and you can

SW-User

@AlyAngel i don't know if i want to not get high that's the problem im having. Life sucks and it just feels good to erase it for awhile. This is a relapse.for me too

AlyAngel · F

@SW-User i am really sorry to hear that. It took me becoming a mom to get off the pills. I didnt wanna stop either for a long time

Isthisit · F

Im sorry. There is hope out there for you- recovery if you want it bad enough. Time to start looking after yourself and being kind to yourself.

smiler2012 · 56-60

you know there is a simple answer here and deep down i should not have too say as it should really be rather obvious to you [moonchildxx]

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