I'm almost 45, and have pretty much been single my whole life.

I always wanted a guy up till just the last few months since I started seeing a guy. I realized, I've been single so long, I could never actually live with a guy. Would cramp my style. And just stuff like me hopping in the car with someone. Nope.. I can't stand not having control of the car. When I'm not all by myself, I feel out of my element