Have you ever wanted something so bad but then when you get it or are close to getting it, you're like
"eh it doesn't seem all that great anymore, it was overhyped, I overworked for this and I don't think it was worth all the hassle"
Now that I can get it anytime I want I don't want it anymore.
I worked way too much for something that in the end it's not worth the value people seem to give it.