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How can I not despise myself after how I turned out, despite all my efforts

What do I really have to show for myself, not much really.

Maybe hate myself is too light it should be beyond that.

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Starchild1983 · 41-45, F

Why do you feel that way?

dark548 · M

@Starchild1983 I just don't feel capable of surviving on my own, even at this age of almost 30, I still depend too much on others.

Starchild1983 · 41-45, F

@dark548 everyone needs help and support, that’s no reason to hate yourself

dark548 · M

@Starchild1983 I know but at some point I have to be on my own. I mean as i am right now, I would be living in the streets at this age if it weren't for family. I can barely afford anything.

Starchild1983 · 41-45, F

@dark548 there is no shame in having help from family while you work on bettering your situation

dark548 · M

@Starchild1983 Yes I suppose but I've been working on bettering my situation for years. My excuse for not making more money for a long time was college and now that I've been out for almost a year what excuse do I have.