Have you been bullied or been a bully? Be honest

I have been a bully. I bullied my cousin who is one the spectrum disorder because I just didn’t like her. I thought she would get “special” treatment because she is “autistic”. One of our aunts said my cousin is “special” to her. What the hell is so special about her?! She’s been an awful person too. She manipulates people to feel sorry for her and accept her pathetic excuses. She uses her Asperger’s as an excuse but thank god her dad (my uncle) put her in her place so many times and told her off. She gets pissed off when someone tells her the truth or when they try to tell her something. She’s stubborn, doesn’t wanna listen and gives her dad a hard time. She doesn’t respect him. Even the whole entire family had to tell her the hard truth and set her straight. OK I’m getting off topic. I used to cuss at her, beat her up, kick her and just scream at her when she didn’t get any right or screw shit up when when I was younger. Our other cousins did the same thing to her too. She won’t even stand up to us. What a coward. I know a lot of people will hate me for this but I’m just being honest and tell him the truth. I don’t like my cousin.