How do you love life again after being nearly destroyed by it?

Time and new discoveries. I have found that holding onto the hope of what might have been or what was, and trying to get your former self back, is detrimental to the healing process. You're not the same person, so don't try to be. Create that new normal one day, one moment, at a time. Allow yourself to enjoy what you are naturally drawn to, little by little. It will eventually come. Hugs.