Insecurities

Most of my family and friends are really depressed with being overweight, and slowly, I became one of them. They keep telling me how disappointed they are with their bodies. One morning, I refuse to eat rice. Then I heard "she refuses so she can lose weight." But the real reason is, I'm tired of them calculating my freaking meal. Then they don't stop talking and mocking.

I ask them, why people are obsess to look perfect. They do everything to have perfect body. I know that I'm a little overweight, and I believe I can manage it soon. I really don't care if the person I'm seeing is fat or thin, what matters to me is if she or he is healthy and happy, then I am happy as well.

I'm not the kind of person who have lots of insecurities. But when people around are so negative, I'm starting to be one of them.